Sunday, April 05, 2009
{ 10:17 PM }
Have been living not bad for the past few weeks, but it started to take a turn for the worse during these few days.
Jelously and selfishness has conquered the entired mi. And I am now a soul-less empty shell.
Self isolate on this Earth. Haix. Which human beings on this Earth will find that they are having too much. I can tell you. NONE. All I wanted is more but external factors make mi to think if I should get physicology prepared for what's more to come. All I know is that I am feeling rather '自卑' now .
Plans have been all laid out but it got agitated and I am considering if I should and only if i can make a little changes to it.
“心里测验”- When one doesn't even understand herself and what she really wants. All these results are void.
As simple as it is. I am SAD.