Fantasy World

2009-08-17T16:53:00.001+08:00

Results is finally released …

Mixed feelings …

I am quite satisfied with my results on the whole ..

Just that one single paper that messed up that satisfaction…

Just one mark .. so sa yang sia …

Updates

2009-08-08T01:17:00.001+08:00

I can finally drive on the road as a licensed driver . Heexx…. but no car for mi to drive so I am currently searching for one with the cheapest car rental rates ….

6th week into the days of classes … All of the papers are rather challenging …. 3 consecutive days for the coming exams.. gosh ……

妥协

2009-08-08T00:48:00.001+08:00

妥协

Compromising by doing something that I had never ever thought I will do is the furthest I can do ...

But are you appreciating it ? NO　

You are just trying to avoid…

Flirting is all you know .. and I have always know tat …

I am just blinded to have fallen into it … and I m trying to get out from it …

I admit that I also played a part which resulted to the state we are in now … from friends to foe ?

Whatever it’s , all the best to you ?

If we happened to meet each on the street hope we will still say hi ~~~

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Something that has been blown off can actually be lightened up again …

And history will start repeat itself …

We are always at the losing ends…Grieving over their actions…..

I have made my decision …

Waiting for the right one yea !!!!!

Gambatte gals !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

D型：妳的戀愛模式屬於專一型。

由於妳的愛是專一、執著的，所以需要花很長的時間才會陷入愛河，

然而一旦愛上之後，隱藏於內心某處的熱情會一發不可收拾。

不過，若失戀的話會想不開的一生永不再談情，

此時，最好找自己要好的朋友聊聊，說出自己悲傷的感覺，

好恢復以往的自己。

2009-07-25T21:41:00.001+08:00

My Bro is back !!!!

Ha. SO not used to his New Look …..

2009-07-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz ....

我的心好乱阿！！！

To be rational or irrational ?

Shld I think soo muxh ?

I can't get him off my mind !!! I am so dead ~~~

All I want is close to perfection ... Am i asking too much ?

Have I did the rite thing by being too frank ?

GOSH !!!!

I am just a normal gal ... 我会心动的。。。

The more emo-ness u are showing ... the more gulity i am ...

~心痛~

2009-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. this is gonna to be the first and last time I m doing this...

2009-07-16T21:17:00.001+08:00

Zhenqi had been humming this song today... The mtv is quite interesting I tot .. haa.. Enjoy ....

2009-07-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

I am just 自找麻烦，自寻烦恼！！！！

Idiot Mi !!! ARGH !!!

What do I really want ???

Ok .. i am just blinded ... I shld open eyes to see things more clearly ....

But ...

People changes, the surrounding environment changes ... These are the things we can't control ...

Disheartened by the cruelty of reality ....

2009-07-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

"The heart is the one that leads u to true love, ur brain is the one tat have rationlizing purpose"

To follow my heart or brain ??? They are contradicting each other !!!!

2009-06-30T22:25:00.003+08:00

If you think my blog is dead, ha ... nono it's not ...

I am back again ...

Classes will commence tmr !!!!

OMG !!!

2 weeks of hOlidays will be over in a few hrs time !!!!

I haven enjoyed enough sia =((

Alright at least I had enjoyed some of my fav activties with my gals ...

#01 K- Session

Well .... I had only 2 sessions ... Did enjoyed them .. haa.. both still not veri 过瘾 lehz ... I am still waiting for more ... haa ....

#02 Swimming

Lots of "small kids" in the pool !!! I salute to them . So small size yet can swim so well. Managed to get some tanning .. ha .. but i think i am turning fair again ...

Saw some gd looking juz "enjoying" the sun and left without gg down to the pool ... tsk tsk tsk ... 烂！！！

#03 Cycling

It has been long since i last with my family ... Ha... It's quite a 温馨one ... Bro and I taking turns to be the boyguards following at the back making sure everythings is ok ... Racing with my cousin ....Ha ... I luv Family Outing !!!

#04 Dinner with the gals

Lesson Learnt --- ??? ... haaa... nt that u are thinking of ... It's Combodian Language Lesson ... Ha .. we learnt 1-10 in combodian from amanda and we laughed like no one business over how we interpret them ...

>> 1 - Mui (eat porridge in Teochew , i guarantee u will input this into ur brain)
>> 2 - Pui ( Break the cup in Te0chew)
>> 3 - Bye (Simply ByeBye)

Hohoh as for the rest ... I have forgotten ... ooopss ....

#05 Sentosa

Hot sun we were expecting .... But it turned out then we weren't tanned at all ...
Volleyball prepared but none of us execpt steph know how to play ... So money we played ...
haa... That was the game we used to play during our pri school PE lesson, ha remembered ?

I luv splashing water at each other and trying to drag one and another to the water ....

#06 Exploring the newly open Shopping Malls

Nothing muxh to talk about actually ... haa.. coz all shopping malls across the island and oceans are almost the same ....

hmmm .. Lastly ... haa.. HuiFen !!!! Why didn't you post the photos that we went to "Dolphin Lagoon", Zoo and Crocodile Farm ??? hohohoho ........................................

2009-05-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

Omg !!!! I thought I have thrown it out of my mind already.
But it's coming back again !!!!

2009-05-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

I cried in my dream again !!!!
This is dun know the how many times in these 5 mths ....
But it does help to release some of my stress out .. ha...

Jiayou !!!!

2009-05-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

The weather is getting HOT again !!!

2009-05-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

Everyone is counting down to their exams and so am I .

Ha. Can I quote from zhenqi's blog ? - Self closure a.k.a. 闭关
People are going down to the newly opened shopping mall, Tampines 1 to grab the bargains from the opening sales. But I can't !!! haiz. I can only go down after my exams .

有人说现实是残酷的，我非常同意。
有时逃避现实，也何尝不是一种幸福
但面对了，想要逃也逃不了了
惟有冷静，理智地处理此刻的心情
希望能尽快把一切冲掉

Jiayou to those who are mugging their books and to those who are not, Wait for mi to join in for the holidays !!! ha.

2009-04-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

Wanted to look for a new blog skin but it seems to be so hard to have one that is suitable.

Ok. I had a lesson on the Good Friday and today morning. I didn't brought my SOUL along for lesson !!! GOsh !!! Luckily managed to catch what the key pointers from the it.

When one is emo-ing, lots of thoughts and stuffs will start to flash pass her mind.

We, human beings, have to survive through troubles and frustration at all stages of our life.

Studies, relationships, career. family problems. Haix. JUZ 烦烦烦！！！

2009-04-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

送给自己的话：

知足常乐

活得精彩

现在所拥有的不是理所当然的

Live the best of out it

Fight for the better

DETERMINATION is the key factor !!!

2009-04-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

Have been living not bad for the past few weeks, but it started to take a turn for the worse during these few days.

Jelously and selfishness has conquered the entired mi. And I am now a soul-less empty shell.
Self isolate on this Earth. Haix. Which human beings on this Earth will find that they are having too much. I can tell you. NONE. All I wanted is more but external factors make mi to think if I should get physicology prepared for what's more to come. All I know is that I am feeling rather '自卑' now .

Plans have been all laid out but it got agitated and I am considering if I should and only if i can make a little changes to it.

“心里测验”- When one doesn't even understand herself and what she really wants. All these results are void.

As simple as it is. I am SAD.

2009-03-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

人因为有悲伤才会幸福

希望每天都是快快乐乐的过

但总会有各种原因让我们不快乐

sensitive???
petty ???
taking things too seriously ???

Haix .... Prehaps I am just too sensitive ba .... Hope so ....

2009-03-17T15:41:00.003+08:00

多姿多彩的生活？？？

有的时候简简单单

淡如白开水也是一种幸福

太多的烦恼和顾虑只会让一个人更憔悴

如果人生的道路是预先铺好的

我们只要沿着走

那不是一切完美了吗

哈！！！

那只会在童话故事里看到

活在地球上的我们

只好但愿能在这多姿多彩

逆者生存

2009-03-14T00:09:00.003+08:00

报复只会伤害你爱的人和爱你的人

关心他们，跨进他们的心里才是明智的举动

有时候对你毫无意义的东事，你就把它丢掉

但是对有些人来说却是已离开的亲人送的最后一分礼物

~生命是脆弱的~

2009-03-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

~追求幸福的勇气 ~

To all the Gals,

Don't allow any happiness to sweep by you .

Pick your courage and fight for ur Happiness !!!

The door is always open just waiting for you to step in =)

2009-03-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

CATCHING UP

Been catching up with the revision that I have lagged behind and there are more to go ....
Jiayou ba ..

Prehaps I should learn to stop 糊思乱想 then I would be troubling over matters that have no conclusion. So what do I really want ? What am I thinking abt ? Starting have doubts of myself ?
Confusion. 人的心真的会“说”出真心话吗 ?

2009-03-08T21:28:00.006+08:00

Have been catching this drama for the past 8 days at 9pm @ Okto channel every night.

Trust is the element in a relationship. If it isn't there, even how lovely a couple is, a relationship can just failed. That's how scary it can be.

How is it like when you are in a situation when you can't do anything to improve the situation ?

It's BAD . Helpless .

Fate brings us together to be friends. So treasure it.

We have laughter, arguments, joy and fun.

No matter what happened, just clear the doubts and we can always improve the current situation.

Says out so that we can do something.
Friendship form an important part of our life rights after family....

Just want to forget about all these and erase them away. But it easier to say than to do.

Thinking back, maybe I shouldn't have done all these in the first place.

If I didn't then all these wouldn't exist.

Ya ya ya .. IF only ...

2009-02-28T14:47:00.003+08:00

Did a personality test at

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Give it a try and see if it is accurate

2009-02-27T23:09:00.003+08:00

人在面对“情”

往往都是傻的

虽然明知不能，不可以

但还是不知觉地迷失在迷宫里

如果世界上只有完美

而没有不完美的存在

那人就没有烦恼了

事实上不管外在的因素有多ok

如果无缘万事都不ok了

千言万语

也表达不尽我的此刻的心情

2009-02-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

有时人与人之间的关系是需要考验的

经得了考验

感情会变得更坚强

有了裂痕的物品

未必更脆弱

可能会更牢固呢

加油！！！

2009-02-26T14:29:00.006+08:00

Part 2 - Some Crappings

心情特写

我想无论是家人，朋友，情人甚至陌生人

我们都想得到他们无私的对待

何谓无私

毫无保留的给予你帮助及关怀

但又有谁没私心呢

我们是有血有肉的人

这是个很主观的定义

适当的私心是合理的

但如果让人感到懊恼

那我个人认为

此举是不可原谅的

身边的人给予的爱与关怀

无论以什么方式

多或少

只要有诚意

他人一定会感觉到

但异性的甜言蜜语和简单的问候

那又是什么呢

被动摇

那是一定的

时间真的可以改变一个人

变得更好

那是可喜可贺的

变糟了

那就可惜

越多的顾郁

只有一天过一天

是没有结果的

如果能单单纯纯的爱

那该有多好啊

2009-02-26T13:58:00.004+08:00

Part 1 - updates

Blow bLow blOw ....

haa... yeah .. webbies are forming....

haa... time to do some updates ...

Haa... It has been a month of birthdays ...

Eve,mine,ly, jan and wh ...

This year all the '88 babies will turn 21 and eligible for the GST credit package ... heex ...

Clap clap clap ...

Congrats to all coz we are ADULTS liao ...

Finally gotten my Acca results and I have passed ...

Shall set to achieve a better results for this time round ...

Ha ... My driving lesson has been progressing slow coz I have 1 mth interval twice ....

One time pass is quite impossible for mi .. ha..

All the gatherings are beginning to come to a break as many got to start to prepare for their exams liao .... So GALs... Jiayou !!!

And mi got to catch up with the work that I have lagged behind becoz of mths of slacking .. ha...

2009-02-01T16:50:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day ....

Our bai nian started at 3 instead of 2 ... 1 hr behind planned ....

We had KFC at liyen's hse ... haa... thx for the treat ...

The tv was showing the chinese version of "Don't forget the lyrics" ... haa... our eyes were glued to the tv ... left at abt 4.15 and rushed down to siang teng's place ....

haa.. wanted to play mahjong which we hv picked up last yr frm her mum ... it's addictive !!! haa ... but as we were in a rush ... didn't manage to play ... shall make it up nxt yr .. haa.. left her place shortly and again .... rushed down to my place ... haa.. left them to self-entertain themselves while i go and "mo" ... After I hv done .. omg ... it's damn late already .... I have yet collect the cake.... Luckily I have 3 besties who walked super fast and rush to collect the cake for mi ... haa... Muck muck Muck !!!! haa..

Then finally reached Essential Brew at 7 ... omg ... the host didn't manage to reach there early ... Hai yo yo ... LOL ....

It's my 21st bdae party!!!!

Jealous why the banner for the other grp is larger than mine ... LOL ....

The all gal guests a.k.a - 娥眉派

Thank you for coming !!!!

Sec school clique

Poly clique

Intern besties

Ready to run away with the pressies ... LOL

I luv u gals !!!

I must say I am the most "幸福" for the nite =)))

Everything is perfect except for a little little disappoinment
if only ~~~

2008-12-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am so gonna to breakdown ...

Physically, mentally and psychologically

Emotions run over mi ...

I just wanted to shout :

我真的好累啊！！！

2008-12-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

OMG ... 1 entire mth of revision ...

I have never so drained for my entire life ...

Wat's more ... Is StRess ... Exam stress ...

Just a few more days to my last paper ... and ...

I will be FREED !!!

Supposed to be mugging real hard during the 5 days break ..

but i have just wasted almost 2 days ...

Practically nth done ...

And ya ... Human being like mi just have to keep their minds occupied ...

if not .. they will start to think of those 有的没的....

If one really to follow her heart, is it the right move to make ?

I am starting to doubt tis ... haiz ...

2008-11-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

11 Days to exams !!!!

I seriously feels that I am so "花心" ....

Haiz ... I am getting so lost and dun know what i really want ...

No choice ... 我意放下狠话，没办法回头了。。。

2008-11-18T18:08:00.004+08:00

12 days to exams !!!

NOoooo !!!!!

Should I be contented that the exams will be over very soon or ....

I am only left with 12 days of revision ...

Haiz .... STRESS ...

OMG .. it's more stressful than poly's exams sia ...

I tend to get drifted away by some irritating matters ..

All I know that is I M SO DEAD .....

To quote from a song:

最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦。。。

哈。。。

~只要过了自己的那关，一切的烦恼都回归零~

2008-11-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

14 days to exams ...
1.5 mths before 2008 ends ...
10.5 mths in 2008 ..
What have I been doing in 2008 ?
Definitely not a veri smoothly one ....
Saying "no" is definitely not a easy one ...
But will i regret ... Haiz .... Shall postpone that after my exams...
Hope I can get myself out of this situation by the end of the year ...
I am looking forward to having fun and laughter together with my gals ...
So to enjoy that ...

It's time to get back to mugging

2008-09-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

2 years ago , I had my first entry ....

LOL

2008-09-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

I have been listening to this song for the whole afternoon and even now ...

haha .. think this melody will be "hum-ing" in my brain for quite some days ...

Suppose to flip my law book now ..

but i m blogging and emo-ing with my facebook status ...

haiz .. all this started with thinking and reading too much into unnecessary stuffs ..

Excluding Saturday make up class, there will only be 2 classes this wk ...

hooray !!! shiok ah ...

I have so much to pour out ...

But ...

Certain things just can't be erased away ...

TO the gals ....

hhaa .. i m not the only one who will cry in my slp ... so everyone is normal ...

~More control this time rd coz i dun wan to make a fool of myself~

2008-09-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

怪胎(无赖国语版)歌词：

作曲/填词：李竣一

编曲：Ted Lo

监制：Gary Cha

Singer: 郑中基

他们说我很怪尤其对于爱

老犯错太沉默老是学不乖

才开始就想逃跑总是不问未来

像个贪玩的小孩

他们说谈恋爱是一种负债

很甜蜜很花钱很需要忍耐

可是孤单要人命没有人能例外

得跟命运摊牌

天知道有多累害我这种人

没错你快先离开

也许真的是你欠我的债

偏偏你不醒来

为什么喜欢我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆担心不乖不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人自由自在

开着车大声吼需要看看海

网络上寻着宝最近有点栽

我跟世界的比赛可是裁判没来

假装就是不来

天知道有多累爱我这种人

没错你快先离开也许真的是你欠我的债

偏偏你不醒来为什么喜欢我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆担心不乖不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人

别爱上我我这种怪胎

像原始人活在新时代

外表叛逆担心不乖不轻易恋爱

我相信永远不存在

别爱上我我这种怪胎

我的人生一路在修改

我说爱情是海底针真心很难买

忘了我让我一个人自由自在

2008-09-24T00:15:00.003+08:00

The weather is juz as unpredictable as my mood ???

It can be raining so heavily in the morning and the sun can be dazing into my eyes in the afternoon ... Can't settle down to study.... What's happening to me !!!!

Though not in a veri good mood... I had a great time and a good laugh with stephie and yizhen while trying to learn the ropes of ice skating from our shifu of the day, Stephie !!! .. haha .. Thx gal =))

I have to say tat i m not as daring as i was 5yrs ago ...

I dare not let my hands off from the barrier and let myself to fall ...

and so ... haha .. I kind of "squeezed" yz and stephie's hands when I was trying to bal with the support from them ... Sorry gals =< ... forgive this clumsy gal ...

How i wished tat i could skate so gracefully as the little gal ....

I can't skate !!!

I "marched" through the whole session ... aha.. so unglam ..

We were laughing so hard that we dun need the jackets to keep us warm ...

The 2 hrs session ended so fast..

Though I told yz tat there wun be a second time ..

but maybe i can consider going there again and i wan to master skating on the ice !!!

haha .. and thx gals for the great time !!!

SO drifted away from my books

Have i asked anyone of you tat did you ever cried in ur dreams and waking up to find ur pillow wet with tears and tears rolling down ur cheek ?

This has been happening to me since young ....

Is tat normal ? or i m the onli one who has gone thru tis ?

But no harm crying rite, it helps in de-stressing ...

It works on mi .. haha .. but i m still lacking of motivation for my books ...

Gonna to psycho myself not to think too much ...and fall in love with my books instead... PLS !!!

It's amanda's bdae dinner on thur and i m meeting my gals !!!

haha .. so happy =))))

Shall end here and gd nite to the nite and hello to a beautiful day ahead tmr =)

More smile and less glumly face ...

~Nothing is perfect in this world , we just have to give and take~

2008-09-15T15:34:00.003+08:00

嗨海嗨

嗨了三声

我还在叹气

是我想太多了吗

心好乱阿

请告诉我

我真的想太多了

因为我不想再

胡思乱想了

2008-09-15T00:42:00.003+08:00

我知道我已伤了你的心

但我不想的

我缺乏勇气把事实告诉你

因为我不想把刀直接叉入你心里

但我知道这是慢性自杀

将心比心

我了解他的想法

~容易钻牛角尖的我又糊思乱想了~

2008-09-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

Omg !!!! Can you Believe how fast time has passed !!!

I remembered that I just posted an entry not long ago ....

Another week is going to pass ...

Though I am finding that the time is passing sOOo fast ...

But ... Life is Boring ...

Boring yet leading a zooming life .... Contradicting ah ..

BUT the truth is .... Life is full of COntradiction ...

DO you all believe in your gut-feeling ?

Have it ever turned out to be true ?

Oh well .... sometimes it's quite true .. but there are times ....

I tried nt to believe it ... Am I just deceiving myself or that's really the truth ....

Haiz .... Will anyone knows the answer ?

Okie .. enough of Nagging ... SOme updates during the wk ...

Performance Management: OMG .. it's getting confusing and challenging ... *pray pray pray*

Business and Company Law : A "replaying" of what i hv learnt in poly ... i can never stop to yawn during the lesson ...

Tax: haha .. I went with a "shut-down" mind .. and copy the ans without understanding ...

A deal that has been fulfilled ... Weekly Swimming... haha ...

I luv the sun ... it's finally out .. but zhenqi doesn't .. hehe ...

10 laps and a bonus one ... a accomplishment for both of us ....

*Clap CLap cLap*

More laps next week ya . keke ...

I am good at delaying ... i delayed my revision again .. haha . due to laziness ...

Chong Chong Chong !!!!

*ps: tats for tmr ..=()

~不该想太多，因为我只会钻牛角尖~

2008-09-07T18:19:00.002+08:00

-A boring Sunday-

I need determination to wake up early !!!

Haha .. i have forgotten all the formula for the variances after a wk break from the notes ...

Tat's bad ...

Hope i wouldn't get confused ..

Ok .. Managed to have a little progress with my revision ..

I did a little off track from my revision and went to read the friendster's comment from my friends ... omg .. Memories flowed back ...

Tmr is monday again ... SO sian ...

Don't you all feel that time is passing so fast for the past 1 year ...

Is the Earth revolving at a much faster speed or the pace of the life is juz too fast that we can't slow down and appreciate what's around us ...

Getting so "old" ...

Kept thinking back about the old times and 胡思乱想。。。

~怎么办~

2008-09-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

It's weekend again ...

My notes are always my companion through the weekends....

Bored Bored BOred ....

Can my life be more interesting and happening ...

haha .. happening in a good way lar .. nt anything bad pls .. i dun think i can take it ah ..

SUper nt into the mood for my companion todae....

I guess ... i have unknowingly slip into this situation where i need to have it ..

when it's nt available ... something is like missing in my life ...

tat's very bad ... but i can't control ...

Finally went for a jog ...

haha .. to be exact ... Walk and Jog ...

-人生的计划有我们掌控，缘分就像可失灵的遥控机-

2008-09-06T00:16:00.004+08:00

Alright enough of all the 唠叨。。。

Some updates ...

I almost fell aslp at Tax lecture on wed ...

Omg ... i swear that i will nv go in a lecture with a full stomach again ...

My eyes were on projection screen but my tots lost in some dreamland ...

haha .. tat's bad ...

Finally went for a swim with zq ..after so much delaying and postponing ...

(To zq: Sry gal =<)

haha ... we decided to have one once a wk .. haha .. will we be able do so ? .. hehe . i believe tat we can .. keke .. anyone interested can join us ..

We had lunch at this ... ehh .. Fish Naked or Naked Fish @ Grassroots club .. haha .. the sambal is yummy .. but the rice portion is pathetic if i had a good appetite ....

As for todae, i am starting to "build up" a good term with tax .. haah ..

What a boring life i hv ...

Actually they do care, we do care ... It's better to say out .. haha . although i didn't ...

We found out ... we care by not expressing out ..

2008-09-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

~对男男女女的关系

上一代的想法总与这一代的不一样

上一代注重内涵多过外表

这一代的比较贪心

想要在这两者取得平衡

人就是贪心又难满足的动物~

2008-09-05T20:51:00.004+08:00

友谊已在我们的生命中成了不可缺少的一块

有的是需要经过时间，波折才坚定的友情

有的是简简单单的默契而擦出的火花

有的是不可思议的缘分都能够似老朋友

享受与她们相处的每一分每一秒

一起赶deadline, 一起熬夜，一起玩一起闹

那些都是用金钱买不到的欢乐及享受

收到朋友给的心意，我会无比的感动

因为她们在乎所以愿意付出

在未来的日子我还需要你们的

朋友谢谢你们这些年的包容与扶持

友谊万岁！！！

2008-09-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

人生就像一场戏

戏的场景就范佛常在身边重演

在个十字路口

男主角选择了之直走

女主角却选择拐个弯往右走

两位主角就这样擦肩而过

只能感叹无奈

因为我们只能竭尽所能地活得精彩

我们只是剧本里的角色之一

无法掌控剧本里的每个情节

无奈就是

因为太在乎

但却心有余而力不足

无法自拔地跌入个无低洞

但连个自救的方法却没有

喜怒哀乐只有自己知

路还是要走下去的

但愿能在路上遇见你

I was so emo after listening to derrick's song... every single words in the songs has touched my heart ... HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ... go listen to his songs ...

Life is as usual ...

3 Lectures weekly...

Performance management is getting challenging ...

It's law today ...

A"revision" for most for us . haah . because .. today's topic is on business organisation...

Sole proprietorship, Partnerships and Company... haha .. tis is the dun know hw many times i have been taught for tis topic ..

I can't nv stop yawning during this lecture .. haha .. Law lecturers have nv drained out of stories to tell ..

Flipping thru the albums, years have passed..

People, life have changed in every ways...

Technologies improved..

From film cam to digi cam ..

haha . wonder what the world will be after 20yrs down the road .. will there be something more advanced than blog ?? haha . we shall see ....

2008-08-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

Received a call from eve in the afternoon and off i went to amk hub to pass her the Q&A book ...

Met up with eve and she was with nikki ...

They juz went back to their secondary school .. haha .. and yeah .. I almost forgotten that 1Sep is Teachers' Day .. haha.. It has been long since the last i had celebrated this occasion ..

Eve told mi that her bro saw mi at the comex IT show yest ... hoho ...

I forgotten to tell eve that I dreamt of her and her bro last nite .. hoho ..

邪门阿。。。 haha .. dreams are illogical ...

After killing some time in the amk hub, eve and nikki suggested going to coffee beans .. haha . which i m not aware that there's one in amk hub .. hoho ... si bai ah ..

I gave tat a miss .. as i dressed super casual todae lar ..

haha .. As I was already out of the house, I made an impromptu decision and made a trip down to ssdcl .. and I finally enrolled for the pratical lessons ...

And yeah, I didn't go according to my planned schedule today ... no progress for my read up ...

TO the A03 gal :

haha ... Was thinking of going down to sentosa for the volleyball game on either next thur or fri ...

Anybody interested ??? {dun worry zq, the swimming is still on }

2008-08-28T23:08:00.004+08:00

Went to the Comex IT show @ Suntec Convention Centre with stephie todae ... haha ..

But unlike the past trips there, the crowds seems to be so much smaller .. Perhaps todae is only the first day of the fair ba .. haha .. maybe i should consider to go on the first day in the future so that i dun hv to 人挤人。。。

I bought durians back instead of electronic gadget ... haha .. interesting ah ...

I have craving for durians so much that i just bought durians pancake a few days back, and durians todae and i still want durian puffs !!! hoho ....

I had 3 online purchase in a row this wk ... haha .. scarily ah ..

COntrol control Control .... it's addictive ... haah ...

I have lots of "free time" as compared to wat i had during poly ...

I had projects, tutorials and lecture ... All had taken up almost every single seconds of my time ...

and yet that was the time i had all the fun, though busy yet i was enjoying ...

I had all the drive and motivation for all my lectures and tutorial ...

But now ... I seems to have lost it ...

Though tat drive was impractical, but it had worked on me ...

Now ....

No matter what, I am gonna to find the drive to work on and complete the road that i have chosen ...

BTW ... Think i have to give the game a miss le .... Since mei ren kan shuo wo ...

haha .. hao ke xi ah ..

虽然我已想通了，不过人总是过不了心里那一关

或许当初我不该那么做，不过泼出去的水是收不回的

我想我不该后悔，因为至少我没有遗憾

虽曾跌倒但仁不死心，会不受控制地去想

但想又有什么用呢，我也只能活在自己的游游世界

要怎样才不做个笨女人

2008-08-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Bossaball

Hey gals !!!

What's the latest outdoor activity ???

It's bossaball ... It's a volley ball game played on the gigantic inflated court incorporating aerobic and soccer. haha . you can kick and smack the ball over the net .

Haha .. I am so tempted after i saw the tv program introducing this game in the show...

Siloso Beach is gonna to have one during this weekend...

haha .. Anybody interested ???

haha ... but I have to own up that I can't even hit the ball over the net.. I need a shi fu to teach mi... haha ... Who wan to 收mi ???

2008-08-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

The Hardcore supporters of GETAI

-Holding the umbrella in the rain-

NO matter rain or shine they will still be there for the show

This applies to our passions, determination or rather stubbornness towards all matters in our life

We disregard the obstacles and be persistent till the withered petals falls to the ground

Anyway that's life....

As for today I have finally made some process in my revision after wasting my 2 days away of not doing anything. Need to catch up with the topics that I have been behind schedule ...

JIayou jiayou !!!{haha, self encouraging}

I am not one that is hard to be satisfied after all, haha ... though i am one in certain circumstances.

Alright enough of crapping, time for my notes...

2008-08-23T12:02:00.005+08:00

Wanted to upload the video of the fireworks display but i gave up after several attempts ...

Yest was a day of fun with them ...

Met up with eve, hf and zq at Marina Square and had our lunch at the foodcourt ...

Shopped around Marina Square and it's arcade time ... and this seems to have been incorporated into regular meet ups and it's a MUST .. haha ..

After which we settled for Starbucks and ordered our drinks, eve and huifen were satisfied with their orders while zhenqi and i were kind of regretted ... haha .. no more ice latte mocha and promogranite drink the next time round ...

Had quite an interesting topic over the coffee table and ... haha .. Eve ah .. i wan to know more .. hehe ...

Amanda joined us for dinner after her school activities and once again dinner at the same foodcourt where we had our lunch...

Walked over to the Singapore Flyer after our dinner and it was my first time there ... haha .. But we didn't hop on it ...

Afterwhich we left for the flyover to "chop" a nice view for the fireworks display...

Waited and waited .. Finally it makes its first shot at ard 9.30pm ...

It last for ard 15mins when all tot it's the end for the nite, the MC announced that it's not the end of the show yet ... Thinking that there would a second half of the display by korean, we waited while many rushed to hop onto the public transport ...

And the MC cheated us ... Wasted our time waiting for nothing ...

Best shots of the nite with a beautiful background ....

~I am satisfied with what i have now, what's more can i ask for~

Cooling weather, lazy mi wasting my Sat away

2008-08-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hurray !!!

Finally passed the FTT @ my 2nd attempt ..

-Phew-

Time to get back to my studies ...

Performance Management, Taxation and Law ....

{I am gonna to conquer the 3 of you !!!}

hei hei hei ...

2008-08-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

2008-08-11T18:54:00.003+08:00

It's K-ing session again with my gals ....

Suppose to be "gathering" but only siang teng, liyen and weihan turned up ....

We had a 2-7 session .. and it was shiok ....

haha .... Oldies were heard during the session .. and I love ...

萧洒走一回。。。 remember the times ... like .. when i was 5 or 6 ....

I used to sing and dance along when the mtv was being aired on the tv ....

And also

选择

-The 2 television sets sitting on the ground-

Isn't it 经典 ...

Omg .. i sounded so "old" ...

Hv I posted any of my sec clique photos on my blog before ???

hmmm ... anyway..can't rmb ...

Introducing .....

-Siang Teng!!!-

-Liyen!!!-

-Weihan!!!-

The day ended with dinner @ Fish & Co with some story telling ...

The next meet up with them will be in Dec ...

2008-08-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

It's thur todae, a no schooling day for me ....

Woke up at 11 todae, haha ... so lazy to pull myself up from the bed ...

Went thru some pages of the Advance theory booklet ... haha . hope i wun fail tis time round .. if not i can go dig a hole and hide in there le ....

Haha .. I had a dream last nite .. I dreamt of zhenqi, eve, hf and i k-ing .. hha .. sound familiar ???

haha .. i juz heard tat eve has the similar dream the nite b4 and last nite i had the same .. haha ..

I have been wondering ... when can i find the key to the door ???

Is time and fate the factors ???

There are still question marks , lots and lots ....

我的心理话尽写在这些歌词里了。。。{modified from 喜欢一个人好累 & 对的人 }

你的一举一动

都影响我的悲伤喜悦

如你多看了我一眼

都会让我有些心不在焉

　想像你轻轻搂我的肩　

走在人挤人的街　　

暗恋喜欢一个人好累　

流泪在数不尽的黑夜　

想念变成了习惯　

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要

宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱

我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到

对的人出现

~等待对的时间，对的人~

2008-08-04T23:08:00.008+08:00

-Gathering & Meet ups-

+Fri 01th Aug

Movie at GV@PS

-Red Cliff-

Met up with huifen, eve and amanda for Red Cliff and we bought the tickets at the student price .... haha .. managed to "bluff" thru though we are no longer np students...

Brief review of the show:

The beginning of the show was kind of dry as I was still trying to understand the storyline of the show... Then they begin to show the war strategies which are kind of interesting ...

I was quite impressed by the “八挂整”

{can't describe in words maybe u want to catch it in the cinema then you will know why}

I find Takeshi Kaneshiro whom is acting as 诸葛亮 rather cute ... I thought this character will have a rather 书呆子look ... but he has changed my impression of that character ...

~帅哦~

Besides the movie, we also went to the Arcade for Car Racing and 投篮... haha .. FUN FUN FUN !!! I wanna to go again !!! After which bidding bye bye to amanda and eve, huifen and i continued to walk around PS and saw something interesting ... After some ideas mapping, we went to test nail polish ... huifen and i managed to get ourselves one after the testing .... keke ...

Then the day ends, and huifen said that our next meet up will be 1-2 mths later ... Omg ..

so Long lOng ....

+Sat 02nd Aug

EY interns' gathering @ kbox/Pizza hut

Went to kbox with steph, liting, jocelyn and chiayun ...

Had fun and laughter during the k session ....

haha . enjoyed the most when liting sung "One Night in 北京"

Thumbs up for her man ....

After the session, chiayun left for her class and ain joined us ..

Chatted with the gals while we were making our way to the PS for Pizza Hut....

Got to know something from Ain and had some thoughts after that ....

-There are only 2 photo shots in my cam-

Photos @ Pizza Hut

After the dinner we made our way to the Kinokuniya and I got myself this rather interesting book .. haha .. let's see if this will succeed in "counselling" me ...

Tat's all for the updates on Gathering & Meet ups ....

Had a rather confusing dream on one of the nites ... Hard to describe in words, see below for illustration;

{I woke up thrice in the dream only; relief that the 3rd time I am finally back to the "real world"}

That's all folks

Next cuming up gathering on sun .....

2008-07-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

我要忘记所有的不快乐！！！
我要忘记所有的痛苦！！！
我要忘记所有的心痛！！！
我要忘记一切的一切！！！

为什么那么难哪！！！

2008-07-25T00:40:00.013+08:00

Meet up @ NP

-zhenqi is miSSing-
{haha... zhenqi dun shun from the cam}

Met up with the gals @ NP todae. Huifen and Eve have class that ends at 5,

so zhenqi, amanda and I met up first.

When zhenqi and I reached, amanda was asking zhenqi; what's it that you want to tell me?

haha .. amanda thought that zhenqi has some gossips to tell her...

So we chatted and have some snacks, like the tutu kuay, tako pachi & bubble tea ...

After which we proceed to lvl @ Blk 72 for BOARDGAMES....

-Saboteur-

That was my first time being introduced to this game...

I was blurred... though huifen and amanda did explained the game to us .. but ...

haha .. i catch no ball ...

-Building the path to the discovery of the gold mine-

After 1 hr on the cardgame, we proceed back to canteen for the long awaited ....

YONG TAU FOO from canteen 1

{Yummy!!!}

Memories flow back when having the yong tau foo...

Miss the time when we had to look for empty seats during the peak lunch hr and squeezing with the crowd and lining the super long Q .....

OMG ... 好怀恋阿！！！

After the "yong tau foo" feast, we went back the the boardgame room only to find that it's CLOSED !!!!

OMG... what a disappointment sia.. I thought the offical opening hr is till 10pm ...

haha .. but no worries ... we found the staff in charge in the lounge ... And ....

Huifen and amanda went to approach the staff and asked to open the door for us ....

haha ... 好大牌阿！！！

So we went into the room and played the
JENGA

haha . really enjoyed the game ....

when will the next time we can hv tis game session again???

~Walking down the familiar shelther to the bus stop~

Meet up again soon gals !!!

2008-07-15T23:40:00.004+08:00

我快要疯了!!!

工作得压力，如何妥当的处理人际关系。。。

这些零零碎碎的问题都接踵而来。。。

我要回那无忧无愁的日子啊 !!!

2008-07-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

嗨嗨嗨。。。

Troubles and more troubles is all that i can say ....

All these voice down to handling relationship....

I must say that i am bad at it and always messed them up ..

It's easy to accept but hard to reject ...

I don't want to hurt the other party ...

But I am avoiding ...

Choosing to escape...

Is it the best way out ...

Am I not being firm enough or am i just flicked minded...

My life/thoughts and the entire me is just going wrong, very wrong ....

The hardest chore to do in life is to make a choice ...

~Torn~

2008-07-12T20:45:00.007+08:00

I have been in a daze since that "nightmare" experience.

It's meant to be a usual meet up but it had advanced to an unacceptable stage.

I can't concentrated on work yesterday. Was really affected by that.

Luckily the fun and joy, at Emily's farewell cum belated birthday dinner, had managed to put my troubles aside and enjoyed the night.

-A satisfied smile for the cam after a filling dinner-

-Another shot for the small muffin surprise-

-Em looking thru the diy photo album from us-

-Glad that you like it- Miss u !!!-

After the night of fun and joy, i am back to emo-ing.

Trying very hard to concentrate on the revision but I can't.

The experience had affected my quite badly. It will take me quite some time to get over it.

Haiz... Hope I can be back to own self soon.

2008-07-11T00:14:00.003+08:00

我想要的非常单纯

一段从友情到爱情

一个能爱护我的他

我知道你都能做到

在今天之前

你是接近完美的

不过从今天起

我想我要远离你了

一切发长得太快

快得我难以接受

我想你真的变了

变得不再是我认识的他

或许是我之前对你还不够了解吧

今夜的一切

让我对你非常的失望

或许你觉得

这一切使你所当然的

但我不敢苟同

你可能养成了一些恶习

是我非常得讨厌的

你或许认为那并不算什么

但我只能说声对不起

因为你已不是我心目中的他了

祝福你吧

我会记得你的好的

Love can be shown in a different ways

~ I just want it simple

2008-07-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

~~~It's DONE~~~

2008-05-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

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2008-05-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Wondering why am I falling in love with sentimental songs recently ...

Approaching the 3rd mth of my this current job. If you were to ask how you find the job and have u learn anything from this job ??? hmm ... I will say this job is rather relaxing as in there isn't much stress. Not much stress will mean that the job dun really require real thinking process. It's 70% admin and 30% accounts. haiz. Be it . As long as I can earn extra $$$ for my spending. Since now it's the time that I can really take my life easy and need not have to worry abt this and that.

Is it when one starts to grow older, one will tend to worry too much. Worries for some little things.

Time heals everything >>> What lies ahead of mi >>> is >>> ???

Prehaps perhaps perhaps ... is all i can say ....

人会随着人生所经历的事件而成长

2008-05-04T23:02:00.004+08:00

Making decision is part of the growing process ... After troubling for so long ... I have finally came to a decision ... To go for ACCA ... In the meanwhile, I will still wait for the good news till i totally give up ...

Perhaps I have been feeling too bored, nothing to occupy my mind... I have been thinking of what and where will I be 10 years from now... Life is so unpredictable, it can't go on as planned. But what can I do, I can try all my means to have my desired life but ... sometimes ... I can't just go against destiny ... As the nursery song "HEY SARAH SARAH" goes ...

When she was just a little girl
She asked her mommy, what will I be?
Will I get married, will I have kids?
Will I live happily?
Hey Sarah Sarah
Whatever will be, will be
You may just have 1 or 3

Hey Sarah Sarah
When she became a teenage girl
She asked her mommy, what should I be?
Should I ride horse, play piano?
I just want to be like me

Hey Sarah Sarah
Whatever you want to be
Make your dreams a reality
Hey Sarah Sarah
When she became a grown-up girl
She went to school at PRBI
There she would study
There she would sing
There she would meet her guy
Hey Sarah Sarah
The boys got his eyes on you
Your mommies not here with you
Hey Sarah Sarah

I see myself in this song ... through seems naive but it's true ... And so as the songs will go on as we entered into different stages of life.

Alright enough of emo-ing, it's time to come back to the reality ...

2008-04-20T23:11:00.006+08:00

The truth is always painful but if were to keep on making guesses than it’s not worthwhile and a waste of time … So I guessed what I have done is a right move and yea … at least I leave no regrets behind …

well … haha … just don’t understand why I fall in the hands of fate – waiting and waiting and more waiting – 1 .. 2… 3.. 4… 5 months and counting …I guess 时间是一段考炼缘分的时候 …

well ... i shall see wat's comes along ...

2008-03-05T23:11:00.004+08:00

It's hard to please both parties at the same time ... Does complimentary necessary to be set off with insulting remarks or criticism ??? This is the real world ... There are always ups and downs .... To survive in this world ... Tolerance and taking it easy is the potent to these ... Am I taking it too hard .. OR .. Am I juz suay ...

Haiz ... Lady Luck is juz not on my side ...

2007-12-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

Luv the ballroom scene from "Enchanted" ... it's simply so romantic ... Go catch it if u haven ... it's worthwhile...

2007-12-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

A big leap from wat i hv expected ... it's a good sign ... but shld i continue to be patience ... haha .. confused now ... I m quite a timid gal .. stocktake at Batam ??? haha .. really make mi think twice sia ..

2007-11-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

Simply hates project ... Sickening and idiot grp mate .. Boast without any intelligence and say he will show commitment .. bullshit !!! .. He didn't even show the basic concern for it ... if he did .. i muz say tat it's too late .... Gonna to work with him for the nxt 2 mths .. hope tis will end soon ..One look of him juz spoil my mood.. The rest juz leave to Janice and I to hold on .. Jia you ba ..

2007-11-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... Attachment was something that i had looked forward to before the internship ... No tutorials , no lecture , no exams, no stress ... Hw great it is !!! But now it is such a disappointment ...

Internship was suppose to be a programme where we can really apply wat we hv learnt in txt to the real use .. but now .. wat's now ... I AM DOING ADMINISTRATIVE WORK FOR 40 HRS Per WK ... hw great it is .. Setting up files and doing courier job .. call mi an Office Girl not an Intern .. Haiz ... Not onlythe internship is a disappointment, my manager is also a disappointment .. Well, i understand tat now is the off peak period for audit... it's considered "normal" to be a bit slack ... but then .. nt to the extend of nt having a single job .. for like 3 wks coming to a mth .. with tis wat am i suppose to write for my formal report ??? Crap up 3000 to 5000 words !!!! haiz .. Shall see hw am i gg to do tat ..

All those rules and regulations that we r suppose to follow .. no doing of personal things and gaming in office .. i hv thrown them aside .. boredom and disappointment has caused mi to do these ... NO Choice ..

~ Taking a step at a time ~

2007-10-29T23:11:00.001+08:00

Oops .. my manager gave mi a fright todae .. i was searching for files at the cabinet besides his desk, with my back facing him.. he suddenly tok to mi in a mixture of hokkien and canto... I was like totally stunned ... y all of a sudden tok mi in dialect .. so weird rite .. i can only say .. his "illness" is getting worse as the day goes by ... Hope i won't be like him when i m old ...

~Tired /Contradiction ~
***Should i do or should i not ***

2007-10-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

It'a sunday todae ... Tmr will be monday and is another slacking week for mi ...

My manager give us a treat on fri's nite...

let mi intro u to my manager

My manager did the ordering... here's the menu for tat nite..

kang kong

Steam fish

Seafood toufu soup
fruits

claypot sea cumumber

prawn

noodles

deer meet

Sounds like the Zi Zai food rite ..

Guess what we took an hr walk from office to boat quay to clark quay .... walking to and fro the quay ... and the worst thing is ... i have inevitably became a 2nd smoker .. coz the manager was having his puff along the way ...

I was actually very sianz on that day and i walked very slow ..

haha .... look at this ..

see my team

In the office....

We slacking at the pantry ah ..

hehe .. *guilty smile*

Oops ...

2007-10-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

My 1 mth old shoes' heel become like tat .. haiz .. sad sad ... xin tong ah !!!

2007-10-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

haha .. Lunch break at client's place .... I luv gg client's place ... Staying in office = rotting and slacking ... Now in the 7th wk of attachment .. guess i hv already adapted to this kind of 8.30 to 5.30 job le .. 2 wks more to end of mth .. 快点来！！！ I m gg broke le !!!

Fri is coming !!! Hurray !!! Can meet up with the gals le ..

~ More updates coming up in a few days ~

2007-10-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

After my work on fri, i rushed down to AMK HUB and meet up ly and st for this movie, Resident Evil: Extinction ... I reached there at 7 .. but then y ly and i only met up with st art 7.15 ... haha ... Coz we need to do something first .. st dun worry , we wil let u know the reason ..

About the movie ...

This is a continuation from the previous movie ... If u didn't watch the previous ones .. u won't be able to follow the story ... I watched it b4 .. but then i can't really watch the story .. haha . all i know is that the sound effect dun know scare mi off hw many times ... i covered my ears for almost thoughout the entire show ..

Alice is the main lead, she is 白老鼠 created by the evil doctor who is trying to counter the virus that had turned people into zombies ... the unsuccessful clones of Alice were juz thrown away and dumped together .. CRUEL and DISGUSTING ... Ai ya .. dun know wat to write able tis movie ... i can only say tis movie is really "Chim" ... haha ... Not many can understand ..

2007-09-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

I hv juz written a very long entry .. but then juz one click to do the alignment .. the entire entry gone .. sianz diaoz ~~

2007-08-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Ngee Ann Polytechnic ... I gonna to miss the 6 of all and *** ... haix ... i hv so much in mind .. but juz can't manage to write it down in words ...

2007-08-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

After reading the email from my LOs - Cindy Yuen, a sense of sadness juz arose ..

Thinking that the 3 of us who had gone thru the ups and down during this sem.. juz can't bear to part with them .... going to miss u all =) .. huggies !!! ... meet up more often with zq,em, amanda and ad . okie ? hehe ....

Another chapter of my life will begin on 3 sep 2007 ... how m i gg to survive there ? i hv no idea ... juz hope to find someone whom i can chat with ... tat's wat i ask for ...

It's seems that i am thinking too much and i shld give up on tat idea le ... well .. hw i hope tat i had not taken tat first step.. ***can make mi smile and frown ..

~ 我需要痛痛快快的哭一场~

2007-07-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Some photos taken at TCC - NAFA

All these has lightened up a super moody mi on thur

*hf drinking very seriously* *ooops.. wat m i trying to do ?*

~heehee ~

~heehee~*thinking hard*

*wad r we thinking?*

2007-07-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

This week was a qutie eventfull for mi ...

After much consideration, i finally added him in msn ...

But i sort of regretted tat ...

I hv a super swinging mood after chatting with him ..

~ Never leave any regrets

Then

~ The most daring thing that i hv ever done in my life

Then

~ 心灰意冷

Then

~ Sadden and disheartened

and finally after countless times of breaking heart.. 我看开了！！！

~Let nature lets its course - 随缘吧！！！

{Maybe or perhaps i hv an answer for myself }

But about him .. i can say he has all the points i expect frm a guy .. i hv gone for it ... but i need some responses frm him ...

2007-07-15T16:34:00.001+08:00

I have done my part.

Now it's waiting time.

Supports from friends are so important

友情万岁 !!!

~Stress~

Projects, Tutorials, Exams

2007-07-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

烦啊！！！！真的是自寻烦恼啊！！！
当你遇到你欣伊的时。。。嗨。。。人吗。。。总是少了勇气去踏出那第一步。。。虽然说现在不是时候谈论这话题。。。但压韵了一年的xx已经要爆发了！！！

主动/告白。。。说得容易。。。但要如何踏出那第一步呢？？？

姐妹们要勇敢得为辛福冲冲冲！！！

2007-07-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yoz Hu !!! MIA for nearly a month le ...

Have been busy with Projects Projects Projects ..Endless of these !!!

Argh !!! Hate this ..

Finally hv a break frm all these and went to Fish & Co to celebrate Em's bade on fri ... hehe . juz in time to wish ...Happie 19th BDae to Emily !!!! We reached there quite early and were trying to think of ways to hide the gift ... hehe ... Em and Zhenqi reached shortly after ..hehe ... Think we hv surprise her with the gift and everything ..hehe ... the conversion was .. hehe .. my favourite .. hehe ..

It was only on fri then i know that zq is gg to make a confession to her guy .... I really admire the courage she has man .. Zhenqi .. Go GO GO .!!!! How i wish i hv the courage to do so .. haiz .. maybe i shld consider doing that ..hehe .. heng nan ah !!!!

Really enjoyed fri nite and tat was the first time i sat on the brench along Orchard Road and we were like tourists sia.... hehe

See u gals on our nxt meetings !!!!

2007-06-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

Found a article on Love Personality based on Horoscope ...

Take a look and see whether this describe ur personality ...

VIRGO - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring, smart, loud, loyal, easy to talk to, Everything you ever wanted, easy to please, the one and only.

SCORPIO - The AddictEXTREMELY adorable, intelligent, loves to joke, very good sense of humor, energetic, predict future, GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive, easy

going, loves being in long relationships, talkative, romantic, caring.

LIBRA - The Lame OneNice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will Ever meet, however not the

kind of person you want to mess with you Might end up crying.
ARIES - The LiarOutgoing, lovable, spontaneous, not one to mess with. Funny, excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable, loves relationships, addictive, loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The WaterTrustworthy, attractive, great kisser, one of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships, extremely energetic, unpredictable. Will exceed your

expectations. Not a Fighter, but will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI - IrresistibleNice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the You know where… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.

Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The LionGreat talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how To have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with.

Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The CutieMOST AMAZING KISSER. very high appeal, love is one of a kind. Very romantic, most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous, great telling stories. Not a Fighter, but will knock your

lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind, smart, center of attention, high appeal, has The last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around, Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke, very

popular, silly, Fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate LoverLove to bust, nice, sassy, intelligent, sexy, predict future, irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she

wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini’s In sports. Extremely fun, loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The TrampAggressive, loves being in long relationships, likes to give a Good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing, loves to help People in times of need, good kisser, good personality, stubborn, a Caring person, one of a kind, not one to mess with. Are the most

attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous, high appeal, rare to find, great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give, not one to mess with, very pretty, very romantic, nice to everyone they meet, their Love is one of a kind, silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where! Not the kind of person you want mess with- you might end up crying.

2007-06-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

怎么办哦怎么办

为什么你为什么

老是把空气全都吸光了

害得我你害得我

在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车

别看我先别看我

我的脸红就快要爆料了

没什么哪有什么

我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么你为什么

这样不讲理的就出现了

害得我你害得我

连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了

靠近我别靠近我

到底离你多近比较好呢

完蛋了我完蛋了

我整个人眼看就快不是我的了

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲[

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳

甚至比我还要更好看

我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长

总有一天换你为我疯狂

怎么办感觉甜又酸

偷偷爱你快乐又孤单

怎么办爱却不能讲

你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

Does this describe how u feel now ?

2007-06-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

Argh !!! i dreamt of him again last nite !!!

我完蛋了！！！

2007-06-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

Huray ... Comman Test is finally over !!!

I was so stressed by this sem's CT sia ... haiz .. on the whole the papers are ok .. but i can only say tat AFA will be a disastrous ... Haiz ....

I was so busy for the past few weeks that i didn't post any entry in May .. hehe .. I have been buzzed by projects and tutorials .. Argh !!! Never ending !!!

Eve and i have a great, interesting and exciting discussion on a topic todae ... haha .. Wanna to know wat is it ... A subsequent post will be coming up ... haha .. make a guess now ...

2007-04-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

YOZ YOZ YOZ

WAHAHA.... i saw something today today tat's really makes my day ....

The 1st day of the 2nd wk of school was extremely boring ... corp communication was quite interesting, the tutor makes us do some activities that makes the class interesting ... After the lunch break was WISP ... Up to now i still dun know wat the class is abt ... during the break, hf told eve and i wat they talked abt after we hv left ... haha .. i was so xing fen after she told mi ...

Rewind back to fri ... haha ... eve and i ' guang gu ' 4 fast food restaurant in a day ... haha .. tat was frightening man .. haha .. first zq, eve and i went to mos to chat first ... zq was in the same dress as wat she wore at our last meeting ... then after hf came , we went to BK and sat there chatting for quite a long time ... haha .. we were talking abt our ' eye-candy' ... haha .. we had a great laugh abt tat ... after tat we went to shop ard at ps while waiting for emily and amanda ... not long after, emily join us .. she looks so fresh after her badminton session ... after tat we proceed to this fast food restaurant .. haha .. i dun know wat's the name sia ... amanda joined us after we sat in ... amanda wore this black sports shoes type tat makes her looked so smart in her t-shirt and jeans ... Eve and I left shortly after ...

This will be my last studying sem in NP ... GOt to work really hard ... Hv to control those thoughts ... Argh !!! haha ...

2007-04-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

1 more week to school reopens .....

Haiz .... Time really passes very fast ... My 2 mths school break is ending soon ... I still got alot of things to do sia ... haha .. for the fast 1 wk .. hmm .. i hv done quite a lot of things ..

On the mon morning i went to do somethings tat i hv always wanted to do .. afterwhich .. in the afternoon ... i went to watch Mr Bean's Holiday with eve and hf .. haha .. i hv always thought that Mr Bean dun talks ... haha .. then then i realized tat Mr Bean does speaks .. haha .. the show was quite funny .. go and watch it galz ... On wed , i went to kbox with st, ly and wh .... it was so fun ... we stay there for 5 hrs but it's like still not enough sia ... looking forward to nxt trip .. hehe ... on thur ..went to gym with ly ... haha .. first time there .. hmm .. the experience was nt bad ... and finally on fri .... went to pray my ancestors for Qing Ming Jie ... afterwhich we were thinking of gg to the newly opened Gaint at Tampines ... Thinking tat there is a free shuttle bus to there frm Bedok ... but in the end after gg up and down looking for the drop off point for more than 15 mins ... we didn't managed to find it .. Argh ... i was like so frustrated ... my blood was like boiling le ... In the end , we took a public bus there ... The Gaint there was so disorganized .. the goods were like in a mess .. and the staff there were moving the stocks in a peak hour .. Argh .. zhen de shi qi qi qi qi !!! .... Argh .. i get frustrated so easily ....

Alright after an eventful wk , i am looking forward to a new coming wk .... haha .. i hv a list of things to do ... swimming, cycling , seafood , ramen , clearing my stuffs and hehe ... shopping .... hope that i can do all these nxt wk ...

Hao le .. tat's all ... Nitex =)

2007-04-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

HALO EVERYBODY !!! I AM BACK IN ACTION !!!

haha .... it's has been a long long time since i last update my blog .... i hv juz completed my 1 mth temp job yest ... haha .. finally got to work after spenting 3 long school vacation rotting at home ... at least i can write sometime when ppl ask for my working experience ...

The job there was quite simple ... do filing, photocopying, scanning, stamping and most of the time i am doing ticking on the doc to do verification .. however the office ... i can say tat it is simply dead ... pple r doing their work most of the time i seldom hear ppl chatting and mi juz sit at the desk and do my work keeping mute ... at the office there r only 2 tat i know quite well initially .. 1 is the financial accountant and the other the accounts assistant ... 1 kept telling mi abt her family and 3 kids .. haha .. she looks so young .. can't believe tat she already has 3 little kids whereby 2 r twins .. the other 1 is ard 40 plus ( i guess) .. she nv talks abt her family .. so i more or less can guess that she is .. u know ... sometimes i really cannot tehan her ... she will ask mi to do something and tell mi tat she herself also nt sure hw to do ... or she will tell mi hw to do in this way then when i ask her again she will tell mi to do in another way .. argh .... haha ... the rest .. haha .. though in the same office but no idea who they r ... at my last wk at the office ... i was asked to help another staff with his work .. after helping helping him for a few days .. i found out that he was also frm Ngee Ann and Accountancy .. he asked mi abt simon tan whether he is still teaching audit .. i was thinking he got teach audit mehz .. then i ask him which simon ... haha .. he said the one with 11 fingers .. Orh ....

Leaving the office yest was a mixed feeling .... happy tat i hv finally complete the 1 mth job and dun hv to wake up so early and can hv more sleep ... but on the other hand i felt sad after all i hv been there for a mth and hv grown some feelings for it le .. Ai ya .. Human being are contradicting man ..

Now leaving with 2 wks of break .. I am gg to spent it gg out with friends and doing the things i want to do ...

Looking forward to the new class ... wondering who will be in the class ...

Horray !!!

2007-02-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

Horray !!! Exam is over .... haha ... CNY holidays is also over .. pple are gg back to work and to school .. as for mi .. i will continue with my vacation til mid april .. tat's long ma .. haiz .. hope tat i will be able to find a job and EXERCISE !!!! haiz .. so long nv exercise le .. but no choice got to prepare for NAFA .. haiz ....

Holidays means no school no lecture no chance to ...... haiz ..... gg to shopping wif eve,hf,zq,emily and amanda tmr .. hahah .. i feel like gg to kbox sia .....

~mixed feeling for holidays~

2007-02-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!! Countdown to my bdae , first paper, last paper and finally CNY !!!!

Went back for fmgt remedial tis afternoon .. actually it wasn't much of a remedial more for the ans of the worksheet ... It ended 1 hr later ... Persuading eve to open up her present .. haha .. was so happy when she was surprised to see wat we hv given her .. then i took a bus and went to AMK HUB to meet liyen ... we shop ard and suddenly siang teng appear .. haha .. i say .. Aaa .. y r u here ... haha ... you wen ti ... when we r left the hub, st give mi a bag ... haha . it was for mi ... hehe .. a brown t-shirt ... woash ... haha .. i haven took it out and see yet ... hehe ... Thx u gals .... haha .. i had clothings for my bdae tis year .. haha .. GOT NEW CLOTHINGS LE !!!!

2007-01-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

haha .. zq, eve and hf suprised mi by buying 2 dresses for my super early bdae gift .. haha .. hw did they surprise mi .. haha .. it's a long story ... nxt time then fill u wif the story ..

haha .. thx u gals for the gift .. thinking that ooops i will be a yr older soon le .. times really flies ..

2007-01-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAHA ... HIGH HIGH HIGH ... HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE !!!!

Juz hv my bath ... I reach home at 8.15 tonite .. Yeah .. juz in time for daren's performance .. he got the highest score .. Huray !!! ...

Today lecture is so quite ... only amanda, huifen and i went for the lecture todae ... eve, zq, ade and emily hv to tend their stalls todae ... so xie mu of them doing a profit making biz .. and they r doing it so well ... 恭喜恭喜！！！

U know y i am so happy todae .. haha .. dun tell u x= .....

Juz now when we were sitting at canteen 1 .. i noticed that there was a laptop underneath the table ... oh man .. it is liked so late le .. dun know if the office is still opened anot .. we went to lvl 9,8 and 7 no one is responsed to us .. when we at lvl 9 .. we knocked and shout .. knocked until our hands were so painful sia ... haha .. i told eve and hf that i saw a man inside .. hf said tat i saw something else .. ai yo .. scare mi sia ... when we went back to lvl 9 again .. a lecture was abt to leave the room .. we passed the laptop to him and went off .. haha .. i kept on finding things under the table these 2 days .. haha ... eve and hf said i can go buy 4D le ..haha ...

hao le ... gd nite ..

GOGO SUPERSTAR !!!!

2007-01-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

~~~~~~~~WOSH ~~~~~~~~

I am so high todae ... I am super chatty todae .. i kept on talking and talking non-stop...

haha ... I was so high tat i dun feel as cold as i usually was in the ma lt ... haha .. why am i so high ?.. hmmm.... i also dun know the ans ...

We gave hf her belated bdae gift todae ... haha .. she looks so cute in tat .... haha .. 真的是。。。从头cute到尾 ... haha .. but the size was too small for her ... i 明明saw the tag is size 38 but dun know how cum it came out to be 34 .. oh man .. something is wrong wif mi .. ARGH !!!!

Seeking for the reapperance of PASSERBY

2007-01-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

haha .. my first post in YEAR 2007 ...

Haiz.. i fell sick during the cross over of the year .. first time sia ...

During the 2 weeks break, i really enjoy my break as i didn't do anything else except projects ...
Talking abt project , haiz ... i was chionging them b4 the last 2 days of the due date ... haha .. i was always doing tat ... Always sleeping veri late b4 the submission or presentation of a project and i realized tat i can't produced anything until the veri last min ... haha ... 有好与不好咯....

The first week of the school was quite relaxing .. short lesson hour ... haha ... we get to go to school veri late and release veri late sometimes only 2 hrs of school in a day .. haha .. my cousin is so envious mi of this ....

Last fri .. ai yo .. i didn't even bring my stationery to school lor .. we juz went back t0 listen to 2 grps presentation ... so bo liao lor ... haha .. after tat we went out .. haha ... we went to Thomson Road for prata .. haha .. Yummy Yummy .. i had a ice cream prata , cheese prata and a milo dinosaur ... haha .. we were so full after tat ... During our meal , we were chatting abt lots of things .. haha ... hmm .. firstly , we were talking abt hf's primary school lib card wif her photo on it .. haha .. she is soooooo cute .. so different frm now ..haha .. then we were talking abt the age criteria tat we hv for our potential XX ... haha .. haha .. we was asking eve .. did u hv ever tot tat bcoz we hv a younger hence we can't accept anyone tat is younger than us .. haha .. she agreed ... then i asked hf ... wat's the max age she can accept ? haha ... the max is 3 yrs older than her .. we were liked .. heng nan zhao sia .. haha .. then she asked back the both of us .. haha .. " max is 5 yrs older than us " .... haha .. then i asked them will they accept one who is of the year of us but is younger than us in terms of mths .. haha ... can can .. they said if not heng nan zao le ..

After which we took a bus to PS ... haha .. talking abt the bus we took .. haha .. i was stunned the moment i board the bus ...

A bartop on the bus ???

haha .... we were so curious and busy taking pic tat we miss the stops.. haha .. in the end we kept changing bus b4 we could reach our destination ...

haha .. reaching there ... haha .. eve and i start to carry out out secretly planned plan wif amanda joining us ..

we shop ard ps and bid each other goodbye at ard 4.45 ( eve left earlier to meet her friend for movie .. so gd .. )

After tat i went novena for something ..haha .. in the shop , i make an enquiry wif the sales assis .. Woah .. he is soooo shuai and cool ... haha ..

It's time for bed le ... hehe ...

NOW SEEKING FOR THE REAPPERANCE OF PASSERBY !!!!